Saturday, November 22, 2008

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dun bother.... dere's nothing.. hahahahahaha.. sorry lahh.. im BORED down here.
You see, all my friends have found a job and enjoying themselves out there. Meeting new people, new friends, getting new experiences [quoted from fitri, haha]. But me? I still have to worry for another exam of mine. Dammit. So i am stuck at home, forcing myself to stay focus and study. Went to religious class just now. Thank god my ustazah is great lady, she printed notes for us. May god bless her. =) Anyway, if you guys remember the social studies notes Mr Farizal printed for us, it has the same thickness as my notes for one subject. If im not wrong, let me recall, i have 7 subjects to study for this exam. Okay, excluding the reciting of the Al-Quran, i have 6 written subjects to study. Great. So that one notes for 1 subject multiply by 6 subjects, it equals to stress? hahahaha. Nolah. Not stress. Just a bit tired. You see, i feel like i have been studying my whole life. Ain't it dull? I mean, after school PSLE i got MUIS Primary 6 exam. Then, secondary school life requires you to study almost everyday. After that, O levels. As you know, it is an exam to see if you are eligible for the next stage of your school life. Oh, what a relief that it's over. Now, i have another MUIS Secondary 4 exam. Similar to O levels, it is to see if you are eligible for the next stage of the Islamic Studies. Hmm... From next year onwards, i'll be taking the diploma for 4 years. Ending it, i will be able to use the certificate for further studies in the Islamic University or i may apply for a part-time job as a religious teacher. Wow. i couldn't imagine myself as a religious teacher. Can you? haha.
Okayy, so now, academically, if i excel in O Levels, i may want to go to JC. After that, I can't afford to stop there and have to make through to University. Have to go through A levels, exams again. Dammit, that's all i can say. You see, if you are in my shoe, you may turn crazy! haha. Luckily, i didn't. =) I did talk to my mum about it. Being the eldest, there are a lot of high expectations and well, things my parents want me to achieve in life. A good example to my bro and also a competition to him and dammit, he's cleverer than me. I hate to say this but he achieved 6A1s during his Sec 2 streaming. ARGH! haha. But i happy for him lah. He was sent to the triple sci class but he appealed to go to pure sci class, like me. He is afraid he couldn't cope. Well, i'll support him in whatever he do.
Back to my mum. Anyway, i told her i feel the pressure because it seems that everything is thrown to me at once! Exams and knowledge all. She said she understands and she is not stressing me. She said she want the best for me, achieve what knowledge i am able to achieve now, for the benefit of my future. Whatever i learn now, i am able to use for the future and that is the advantage. Seperti kata pepatah, susah-susah dahulu, senang-senang kemudian. In other words, suffer first, enjoy later. hahaha. That is called direct translation. haha. Anyway, after the talk, i felt better and begin to look at everything positvely. Thanx to the talk man! Pressure is not that much now. I got 2 weeks left to prepare so wish me luck alright!
Enough of my life. Anyway, i went online the other time and guess what is among the first question people ask me? "Eh, u got boyfriend already?" HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA! I was like what the hell?! I was thinking that they would ask what i am doing now, how's exams all.. Hmmm.. Weird people lah. And yeah, that came from guys. hahaha. Of course i said no lah, then they still can ask, " Sure not?". haha.. Haiz. Funny lah this people. Of course i'm sure! I know my life better than you do. Hmph. Okaylah, I shall update again another time. I got the urge to sleep. Haha. Goodnight people! Take Care! =) Peace be upon you.
~NiSa~Labels: My Life.....
rock with me @ 11/22/2008 12:01:00 PM ;