Friday, November 07, 2008
Can you forgive me again?
I don't know what I said
But I didn't mean to hurt you
I heard the words come out
I felt that I would die
It hurt so much to hurt you
Then you look at me
You're not shouting anymore
You're silently broken
I'd give anything now
to kill those words for you
Each time I say something I regret I cry "I don't want to lose you."
But somehow I know that you will never leave me, yeah.
'Cause you were made for me
Somehow I'll make you see
How happy you make me
I can't live this life
Without you by my side
I need you to survive
So stay with me
You look in my eyes and I'm screaming inside that I'm sorry.
And you forgive me again
You're my one true friend
And I never meant to hurt you
specially dedicated to dear debbie... love you always my dear.. in times, i may have unintentionally hurt you.. but i really didnt mean it coz i would never wanna hurt you.. you may hav always felt left out but i really tried my best to fit you in.. maybe sometimes the things we talk do not concern you.. i understand how you feel debbie.. i understand.. coz i hav been through a lot of situations lyke dat when you are not dere.. i do noe it hurts inside when you are treated lyke something invisible.. lyke you never existed.. i hav been dere.. n maybe we are not close coz we dun share things to each other anymore.. yup.. lyke how i am distant now from nad n zah.. even though me n nad is in the same class, we hardly talk about personal stuffs anymore.. lyke we used to when the 4 of us were in the same class.. it is easier to communicate when we are together in the same class.. i miss those tymes.. i wanted to talk to you.. really, i do.. but knowing you have your own problems stopped me from doing it.. coz i noe, you hav too much problems to shoulder.. be it family, frenz, studies.. i do not want to add to those.. there's too much for you to handle.. anyway, i would always be here for you to talk to.. just feel free to pick your phone and dial my number.. i would always be listening.. be it in the morning, afternoon, evening or night.. juz call me aite?
i dreamed i lost you.... n really hope it won't come true..
rock with me @ 11/07/2008 03:46:00 PM ;