Sunday, September 14, 2008
Let's go!!! With blood shot eyes I watch you sleeping The warmth I feel beside me is slowly fading Would she hear me if I called her name? Would she hold me, if she knew my shame? There's always something different going wrong The path I walk is in the wrong direction There's always someone fuckin hanging on Can anybody help me make things better? Your tears don't fall they crash around me, Her concious calls the guilty to come home Your tears don't fall they crash around me, Her concious calls the guilty to come home The moments died, I hear no screamin, The visions left inside me are slowly fading Would she hear me if I called her name? Would she hold me if she knew my shame? There's always something different going wrong The path I walk is in the wrong direction There's always someone fuckin hanging on Can anybody help me make things better Your tears don't fall they crash around me Her concious calls the guilty to come home Your tears don't fall they crash around me Her concious calls the guilty to come home OH!... YEAH!! This battered room I've seen before The broken bones they heal no more, no more With my last breath I'm choking Will this ever end I'm hoping My world is over one more time! LET'S GO! [Guitar solo] Would she hear me if I called her name? Would she hold me, if she knew my shame? There's always something different going wrong The path I walk is in the wrong direction There's always someone fuckin hanging on Can anybody help me make things better? Your tears don't fall they crash around me Her concious calls the guilty to come home Your tears don't fall they crash around me Her concious calls the guilty to come... Better!!! Your tears don't fall they crash around me Her concious calls the guilty to come home Your tears don't fall they crash around meHer concious calls the guilty to come homehey heyyyyy!!! yeahh.. its been quite sometime since i updated.. well a lot of things happened.. [like duh?!] aniwae, prelims was okayylah.. nt dat bad... 30+ more daes to Os... weeeeeeee... haha.. scared lik hell... 2mr is the starting of nite coaching.. shall i go?? dunno...muz wear SCHOOL SKIRT.. wth seyy.. nite seyy... arghhhh...!!
kayy.. life hav been sucky..well, everyone noes dat... but the thing is... itz seldom for my life to be suckyy.. i hav been the happy-go-lucky girl for the past 3 years.. but smhw sec 4 life changed it..it changed me alot.. it made me realised a lot of things.. lik how guys hav been the reason for girls miseryy... hahahahahahaha... i tink everyone noes dat loooong tyme ago.. i admit, im SLOW.. haha..itz juz tat i nid to go thru it to understand it.. aniwae, im starting to let out things in my heart [which i dun usually do].. but onlyy a little.. nt prepared to let out everything.. if u think u noe everything abt me, well, u're wrong.. haha... n prob aft prob r falling on me.. wth right... n sorry if im becomin irritating..i dunno.. i juz change.. juz wanna conceal all the prob im havin nw.. no one shud noe..i dun wanna let my prob be a burden to others.. specially my frenzzzzzzzzz... haha.. luv u guyz n galz aite! =)
u noe wat? im tired.. tired of EVERYTHING. lik how i always end up giving in to others.. when i prioritize others n not myself.. caring for ppl whom im nt even sure if dey care abt me.. wow.. sound so depressing. HAHA. even ms rahayu scold me for helping others.. too much.. haha.. well.. cant help it..compassion's in my nature.. hee.. n well, in the end, got step on the head for giving in to muchh.. expect even more n more help frm me.. itz nt dat im nt willing to do all tis.. but i do nid a break. true? haha.. yeahh, true!
but den i never regret everything dat i hav done.. for the sake of frenz, im willing to do anything. even if it means to lose someone or something or if it takes a whole load of my tyme.. yeahh.. nw dats me! haha.. okayyylahh.. shall end it hear first aite... nitez! =)
~NiSa~
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