Thursday, July 30, 2009
Well I swear to God
We've been down this road before
The guilt's no good
And it only shames us more
And the truths that we all tried to hide
Are so much clear when it's not our lives
We don't face the blame
Won't you
(Get on your knees)
Believe
(Have faith)
In this lie with us all
Now my body's on the floor
And I am calling
Well I'm calling out to you
Can you hear me now?
It's not a rebellion when your
Selling out to another fashion salesman
Our promising lives
Are full of empty promises
Temptation's falling
And calling you home again
I'm sorry if we've let you down
Won't you
(Get on your knees)
Believe
(Have faith)
In this lie with us all
Now my body's on the floor
And I am calling
Well I'm calling out to you
Can you hear me now?
What's wrong?
What's wrong?
What's wrong?
Now my body's on the floor
And I am calling
I'm calling out to you
Can you hear me now?
rock with me @ 7/30/2009 12:36:00 AM ;
Thursday, July 23, 2009
Green Day - 21 Guns
Do you know what's worth fighting for,
When it's not worth dying for?
Does it take your breath away
And you feel yourself suffocating?
Does the pain weigh out the pride?
And you look for a place to hide?
Did someone break your heart inside?
You're in ruins
One, 21 guns
Lay down your arms
Give up the fight
One, 21 guns
Throw up your arms into the sky,
You and I
When you're at the end of the road
And you lost all sense of control
And your thoughts have taken their toll
When your mind breaks the spirit of your soul
Your faith walks on broken glass
And the hangover doesn't pass
Nothing's ever built to last
You're in ruins
One, 21 guns
Lay down your arms
Give up the fight
One, 21 guns
Throw up your arms into the sky,
You and I
Did you try to live on your own
When you burned down the house and home?
Did you stand too close to the fire?
Like a liar looking for forgiveness from a stone
When it's time to live and let die
And you can't get another try
Something inside this heart has died
You're in ruins
One, 21 guns
Lay down your arms
Give up the fight
One, 21 guns
Throw up your arms into the sky
One, 21 guns
Lay down your arms
Give up the fight
One, 21 guns
Throw up your arms into the sky,
You and I
rock with me @ 7/23/2009 12:11:00 AM ;
Wednesday, July 22, 2009
Chris Daughtry - No Surprise
I've practiced this for hours, gone round and round
And now I think that I've got it all down
And as I say it louder, I love how it sounds
Cause I'm not taking the easy way out
Not wrappin' this in ribbons
Shouldn't have to give a reason why
It's no surprise I won't be here tomorrow
I can't believe that I stayed till today
Yeah you and I will be a tough act to follow
But I know in time we'll find this was no surprise
It came out like a river once I let it out
When I thought that I wouldn't know how
Held onto it forever, just pushing it down
Felt so good to let go of it now
Not wrapping this in ribbons
Shouldn't have to give a reason why
It's no surprise I won't be here tomorrow
I can't believe that I stayed till today
There's nothing here in this heart left to borrow
There's nothing here in this soul left to say
Don't be surprised when we hate this tomorrow
God knows we tried to find an easier way
Yeah you and I will be a tough act to follow
But I know in time we'll find this was no surprise
Our favorite place we used to go
The warm embrace that no one knows
The loving look that's left your eyes
That's why this comes as no, as no surprise
If I could see the future and how this plays out
I bet it's better than where we are now
But after going through this
It's easier to see the reason why
It's no surprise I won't be here tomorrow
I can't believe that I stayed till today
(Stayed till today)
Yeah you and I will be a tough act to follow
But I know in time we'll find this was no surprise
Our favorite place we used to go
The warm embrace that no one knows
The loving look that's left your eyes
But I know in time we'll find this was no surprise
rock with me @ 7/22/2009 11:56:00 PM ;
Thursday, July 16, 2009
i wanna wear that uniform again! hello people! =) reached home at 2 just now. siang kan? haha. miracle. haha. had only half an hour of apel. mendaaaakk pe. means i finished school at 10.30. i didnt know what to do after that. haha. decided to went off to eat with my awesome classmates at itas. then wanted to go to the library and we happen to see performances starting in front of the library. met YUL and FARIS, also saw FAIZ in their Silat attire. hehe. they performing so Heather stopped me a while to watch. so yeah we watched. was awed by the whole Silat performances. should have taken out my camera to take pictures but oh well, too engrossed watching. haha. after the whole thing, we wanted to move then Karate performed. didnt capture our attention much but Aikido really amazed us!! come on ah, with the sound effects of throwing each other down. Our all time favourite was the boy-girl spar! super cool! haha. then, Heather and the other girls went off to do their project. Megan went to the gym or home first then gym, Cryystal and Pamela went off to Far East Plaza while Grace headed home. Im still deciding where to go.
So i thought i wanted to just go home. that was what i told Yul when he called to say bye. haha. But cmon ah, it was still like 12.15 like that. so early. haha. so while at the bustop, i suddenly had the craving for famous amos and so i decided to head off to TM to get myself some cookies. =) as i was paying, i saw my cousin walking so i went up to her to say hi. and guess what she said: "I was wondering why a chinese girl started waving at me." -.-" -.-" -.-" Oh what the hell.. even my own cousin mistook me for some chinese girl. which part of me look chinese???? HAHA. she offered to give me a lift home but i declined so as not to susahkan her.
then i had the urge to get some books so i went off to popular a while. i was browsing all the books and some really caught my eye. i wanted to buy but then i just remembered i still have popular vouchers at home so it'll be waste if i use my own money. and as i was looking at the self-motivation section, i accidentally bumped into the saleswoman pushing some boxes of books. i said sorry sorry then she started talking in chinese. i was like erm, kinda clueless. it sounded like, "Im sorry, i thought i didnt see anyone there just now." Well my assumption. HAHA. maybe she's just a chinese speaking national so i just gave her a smile with a i-dont-understand-what-you-said-face. then i got shocked when i heard her talk to one of her colleagues in english fluently. then im like, in my heart, riiiiiiiiiiight.... hahaha. oh well, kena chinese girl lagi. hmm.. so i thought its time i head home.
i went off to get bubble tea. chocolate ice blend with double pearl. standard. =) it tasted sooo good. so yeah, as i was walking towards the interchange, got this bakery right throughout the way to the interchange. i saw a big chocolate muffin! it was so attracting me that i didnt hesitate to take out my money to get one without remembering that i bought cookies already. haha! so i wanted to ask the lady working how much was it. after talking to a malay lady [in english of course!] beside me, she turned to me and asked what i want. in chinese! haha. but this time i understand cause yeah, i do know some. so i just said chocolate muffin. i paid and she said xie xie. HAHA. omg! today i think is my mandarin language day. hahaha. so i finally went home. after splurging on chocolate stuffs. i still had cadbury chocolate bar in my refrigerator seyy! HAHA. and well, pampering myself with my favourite stuffs. how the hell am i going to break my habit of eating when not in stable emotions when i cant stop myself from buying??? hahaha.. its okayy nisa, it takes time. =)
okayylahh. im done. im off now to start on my sociology essay. should i do about gender, religion or social class? or maybe all? wait, kalau semua susah seyy! we'll see which one i wanna do. hehe. =) byeeeeeeeeeee! take care yaw! =)
~NiSa~
rock with me @ 7/16/2009 03:41:00 PM ;
Friday, July 10, 2009
Today Leo you are torn between two worlds in your romantic affairs, and this is going to lead to a significant choice for you. The dilemma before you is the environment that is safe and comfortable, versus that which is initiated by your own needs and desires first. It seems that when it comes to love you always find yourself in this position, so take some lessons from the past and put them into play today. What has worked for you before, is likely to work for you again. If it isn't broken, don't fix it. Rehashing the same mistakes is only going to make more work for you down the road.
im at lost. *thinking so hard*.
rock with me @ 7/10/2009 05:33:00 PM ;
Tuesday, July 07, 2009
geeks! =)
okaaayyy.. so how's life people? fun? exciting? tiring? well, i envy ALL of you people who at least have something to complain or compliment about school. including today, it has been 5 days since i was quarantined. 2 more days till im able to just step out from my house and breathe in the not-so fresh air. HAHA. im so dead bored at home. yup. even though i have homeworks to do, [which i hav partially done it], it doesnt entertain me much. looking foward for friday. lectures! [yay?]
so i was thinking, what shall i do during the quarantine period. well, thought of revising a few subjects. but yeah, only manage to read on gerontology [coz that's what my homework is about!]. im still recovering from my cough. Oh please go away! its very tiring to cough you know. to the extend where your lower part of the chest hurts and it feels like im growing six pacs! [exaggerating....] HAHA. see, im starting to crap here. and all i can do is crap ALONE. oh what fun. -.-"
draft 2 for academic writing is due this sunday. and i feel i can improve my essay but i just dont have the mood to get started! how sad. hope by thursday or friday i get the mood. okaaayyy... i suddenly have the craving for bubble tea! obviously i can easily get my brother to get one for me but guess what, my cough prevents me from having it. thanks a lot man. its super devastating because thats the only thing that can assure me that im still connected to the outside world. sounds serious? oh what the hell. im just crapping. lucky nury gave me a call yesterday. at least for a moment i feel ALIVE. HAHA.
im sure you can see how super bored i am from this post. trust me. you would not want to be quarantined for 7 days. like not able to even step out from the house. what a holiday.
~NiSa~
rock with me @ 7/07/2009 05:21:00 PM ;
Monday, July 06, 2009
QUARANTINED.
3 MORE DAYS TO GO......
rock with me @ 7/06/2009 12:28:00 PM ;
i wanna wear that uniform again! 
geeks! =)
